Friday, April 16, 2010

In a good Place

I'm still working on my Invisible Children Post but I needed to do something so I wouldn't feel guilty. Some things have happened to me recently that I wasn't prepared for, let alone ever experienced before. I was super excited about these new feelings and so was the other side of the story. But then something happened and I don't know how it came about and I felt crushed. I was angry at the other side of the story as well as my own side. I was angry at myself because I thought I had rushed it and pushed too far. Maybe I did, maybe I didn't. I'll never know for sure. But after things finally settled down, and after things started looking up, I was feeling alot better. I'm in a wonderful place right now and I'm not gonna ruin it. I'm not gonna jump into things too fast like I did last time. I'm letting nature take its course and I think that's a better plan for me. But one more thing before I sign off: There's a new side of the story (aka, a guy). So for right now, I'm in a good place, and I'm liking it.

3 comments:

Me and I said...

Hey, I just found your blog and am looking forward to reading it. I also live in Washington state and am a bookworm. Good luck w/the guy thing and life in general

Cactus Jack Splash said...

Hope you get to stay in your good place for a long time

The Dude said...

life's too short to dwell and let things get you feeling down. good for you, not letting it get to you.

nice blog here, will try and drop by from time to time.

cheers..