Friday, April 16, 2010
In a good Place
I'm still working on my Invisible Children Post but I needed to do something so I wouldn't feel guilty. Some things have happened to me recently that I wasn't prepared for, let alone ever experienced before. I was super excited about these new feelings and so was the other side of the story. But then something happened and I don't know how it came about and I felt crushed. I was angry at the other side of the story as well as my own side. I was angry at myself because I thought I had rushed it and pushed too far. Maybe I did, maybe I didn't. I'll never know for sure. But after things finally settled down, and after things started looking up, I was feeling alot better. I'm in a wonderful place right now and I'm not gonna ruin it. I'm not gonna jump into things too fast like I did last time. I'm letting nature take its course and I think that's a better plan for me. But one more thing before I sign off: There's a new side of the story (aka, a guy). So for right now, I'm in a good place, and I'm liking it.